So today, i decided that this summer i'll spend it abroad as a holiday rep!

Well thats if i get the job!

but i am starting to apply today and i'm gonna work my butt off.

But honestly, for once i wish SOMEONE had confidence in what i can do, instead of constantly dragging me down and basically telling me that i am not good enough to do it.

Especially when they are going to do the same thing,

And i have constant agg from my parents telling me that they don't think i will be good enough and they don't think i could handle it.

Does anyone have faith in me?

No wonder i have so little self respect and faith in anything that i do.

For once, i wish i could prove them all wrong.

And i will.